Imagine you doubting yourself, lets fix that…

The other morning, I sat down to journal and felt absolutely uninspired and uninspiring. All the self-doubt came rushing in. “You’re not qualified, what do you think you’re doing, who do you think you are, you can’t help anyone, you can’t even help yourself. What is even your plan? No one is going to understand.”I felt my fire getting extinguished and I felt like a failure before I even began.I poured out my doubts to my husband, God bless him. He’s the most unpaid counselor in history. And he helped me sort through the swirling thoughts in my head. Helped me to see straight. Helping me to see myself the way he sees me. The real me, past the lies.Listen, It’s normal to have self doubt, it human, especially when you are doing something new, something that’s allll the way out of the safety zone. You may not be great at things when you start out, but, honey, you’re gonna master it! Just like you did with that thing and that thing and that other thing you do, because your resilient, you’re a learner, a fighter and you don’t let fear hold you back from trying a new thing! Because, let me tell you, the risk is exciting, the fear is propelling, and the unbelievers are motivating (even if you’re the biggest unbeliever) and what you have to gain is all worth it!I’m in a season where everything is new to me. Everything is an opportunity to learn, to grow, to face my fears. I am putting myself out there, honey! And I’m not worrying about who doesn’t like me because baby, I ain’t for everyone and neither are you!Get out of your head, push all that self-doubt bullshit to the side, sit up tall, hold your head up, and say it with your chest. You got thisssssss! Whatever it is you’re facing, whatever that dream is you have. You have it for a reason!!! You have it because God created you for it and you, Sis, are gonna live out your life with purpose! You might fumble the ball from time to time but you’re not gonna fall. You know why? Because God is within you.I have a bracelet I wear with that verse on it. Because even though I might be scared, I might be nervous, I might not know what I’m doing at times. I know he’s got me and he’s not gonna have me out here in these streets looking crazy! Well, maybe a little crazy! ]

I love y’all and I hope that you believe in yourself as much as I do, and as much as He does.